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college is getting to me

i’m realizing bad changes in myself.

i’m becoming selfish, and too worried about my outer appearance, too worried about what people think of me, too concerned with making friends and meeting people, too whiny about trivial things.

why am i becoming like this? i’m starting to not like who i am turning into…

i need to find a peaceful state where the world around me and above me means more to me and is more important than anything so minuscule as what other people think or if my hair looks okay.

maybe i’ll start taking “deep-in-thought” walks at night.

why is it that whenever i’m alone i feel lonely but whenever i’m with people i just want to be alone?

  1. rkang posted this
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