May 2012
6 posts
beach week
i had such a great week with such awesome people. i’m so glad to have spent time with a lot of other first years who i didn’t know very well or had talked to much until this week. ahhhhh i miss it already…
:)
what a great way to kick off the summer!
2 AM thoughts
I can’t believe I’ve gone through this so many times, and I still won’t learn. There’s a vicious cycle that goes on with emotions and feelings. It’s a cycle that goes from happiness to sadness to anger to depression to nonchalance and everything in between. I always feel at some point that the world is going to end for me, that no one will ever be there for me and I...
I so wish the pianos in old cabell were open 24/7. I need a release.
i have so many thoughts its overflowing and my brain is overflowing and there is no room but it refuses to use the other 70 percent it can use so i am currently going crazy and the A/C just turned on and its cold now which makes me feel perplexed
Sometimes when I wake up from my peaceful slumber I feel odd snapping back to reality and I realize it’s because I had a weird dream and then this dream somehow makes me feel weird all morning and then life just seems peculiar and different the whole morning
April 2012
15 posts
Clean the slate and start anew.
:(
i fail………….. but man i need to stop being a little baby crying over school and not doing anything about it. for once i actually want someone to push me to do homework, go to class, study, etc. because for some reason me alone cannot motivate myself to do much of anything.
I LOVE FEELING SORE AFTER A WORKOUT!
!!!!!!!
… And now let the hungriness commence.
jazz music is so suave
ahhhh… always takes me to another time.
just totally created an awkward moment by playing my music really loud from my laptop while my suitemate was on the phone because i accidentally put my headphones in the wrong hole on the side of the laptop. BUT WHY ARE THERE EVEN TWO HOLES
this might sound weird, but...
if you eat white rice with cold water like a soup, it’s actually really delicious. try it and agree with me!
Defenestrations: overdue →
jayarrarr:
Danny is my friend. He writes me things. Okay, one thing. This thing. It’s wonderful.
flawsstitchedwithgoodintentions:
you see, the problem with growing comfortable with someone’s company, is that after a while, you forget to appreciate the reason you allowed yourself to reach that state…
New classes next semester = fresh start! :)
I’m so eggggggggggzited. AND FOR LIVING IN AN APARTMENT TOO. ah. so much lies ahead. Time please go by faster…
Accept it and move on.
LIFE MOTTO
…i just bombed an exam
goodbye world.
i feel like if i died right now i would feel such peace and happiness. this is not supposed to be sad or depressing.. it is just a fact
omg what am i saying
oh yeah im delirious because ive been up so long
doing nothing
omg
how did i get into this school and why is it that i think about transferring away from here every day and giving up this opportunity to attend this school?!
someone pinch me and snap me back into reality. or maybe i just really don’t belong.
Done
I am so freaking tired of feeling as if I’m not as great as someone else. I am so tired of feeling inadequate, like there is always someone better than me. I am tired of comparing myself to others, wishing I were like this or like that. I feel disgusted with society at this point. There is no reason to feel like you should be anything, but the ideals of society make it seem like it’s...
tumblr is so clever
Jack: Hey, you know what sucks?
Lindsey: vaccuums
Jack: Hey, you know what sucks in a metaphorical sense?
Lindsey: black holes
Jack: Hey, you know what just isn't cool?
Lindsey: lava?
i can just imagine the guy sitting near me at rice hall posting a tweet about how he’s sitting next to this girl who is vigorously enjoying her food a little too much…
because i am.
:)
March 2012
15 posts
IM GOING TO DO WELL IN SCHOOL STARTING
NOW. OR TOMORROW. AND IM GONNA GO TO EVERY. SINGLE. CLASS.
who needs sleep? NOT I!
what the...
how come in dreams everything feels so normal?? like i just had a dream that i was in a house but it was filled with water and you had to use a boat to get around, and i was stepping in the boat like it was no big deal. like i do it all the time…and then i saw these people on the boat who i usually don’t talk to ever, but we were acting like best friends… and we were all acting...
This is sad...
The only interesting drama or turn of events which occur in my life are in my dreams. Literally the only time my life seems interesting is when I sleep! Oh my goodness someone just please rescue me and bring something new or fun into my life because things be getting so bland here at uva…
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haha
i literally screwed myself over by procrastinating so much that now i actually think it’s funny how much work i have to catch up on!!!!
ah, i keep thinking this feeling of wanting to slack off is going to go away after first year but i have a bigger feeling that it won’t…
oh well. time to start homework at 2:53 AM! after i had since 7 to work. and it’s not like i was...
this cavity
in my tooth makes my heart drop whenever my tongue touches it. it’s like a reminder of my failure to brush my teeth every night and morning. and now i must suffer this impending pain when i get a filling….. i don’t think i’ve ever had a cavity before!
SAD FACE
There’s always a “popular” or top crew in every group I’ve ever been in and I’m getting really tired of it.
It confuses me that someone always ends up being more accepted and appreciated while others are forgotten about. That’s just not fair at all. So people can’t blame me or say that I haven’t tried enough if I choose not to be a part of a big...
IT'S BRREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
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This post started out as a rant, but...
HEHE. Whenever I am mad, annoyed, pissy, or sad or any type of emotion that is negative, I start writing about the situation frantically on tumblr, spilling all my thoughts and words and anger. Then before I click “Create post,” I realize it’s stupid of me to complain and get annoyed over irrelevant things, and then I click “Cancel.”
And you know what? IT MAKES ME...
February 2012
57 posts
gnats are flying around
in my dorm.
how? why? and where is the source?
THIS WORRIES ME. there is some hidden gnat nest or gnat cave that i have no knowledge about. it weirds me out because gnats are so tiny. they can go into your nose holes or eyeballs or ears when you’re sleeping. AH. JUST THE THOUGHT OF IT CREEPS ME OUT
oh sleep, how i love you
aw, now i can’t tell if i like my bed at home better or my UVA bed.
i think my UVA bed :) sooo comfy and soft. and looks like a pool of comfort and relaxation. HEHE AND i sleep in it like 24/7. if only the window weren’t right behind it, which means i have to face the fear of stink bugs or other unnamed organisms crawling around my bed at night while i’m asleep daily. OR EVEN...
any good book suggestions?
please don’t say hunger games…
I AM NOCTURNAL
i am nocturnal! i am nocturnal. i AM nocturnal. I am nocturnal. i am NOCTURNAL!
i am NOCturnal. i am nocTURNal. i am nocturnAL!
i am crazy.
i loveeeeeeeee this time of the day! 4:00am. TIME TO GET WORK DONE.
i wish someone were here to keep me company. i feel so BORED. yet i have so much to do. oh the irony. OR IS IT? we’ll never know.
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Waste of time
After this weekend, I’ve realized that sometimes (well, most of the time) parties are just plain pointless. Not worth losing out on better opportunities with actual meaning and better people. I realize how empty it is, and it just doesn’t register in my brain how people could go out and party every single weekend. Yeah, it’s fun every once in a while but I can see how it gets old...
I love modest people :)
It makes me happy when someone is modest about their talent, and then when they actually show their talent or have the opportunity to show it, they’re REALLY good. I love modesty in people. It’s an admirable trait that makes them all the more beautiful.
is there such thing as eating too many spinach...
YUMMY
FIRST BALANCED MEAL!
As the Stall Seat Journal says, a balanced meal should be a plate with 25% protein, 25% grains, and 50% FRUITS & VEGETABLES!
…however i just added one dessert. but OH WELL!
btw, apple juice is the best juice ever created by mankind.
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You know something's good when
you have a dream about it and wake up still thinking about it and replaying it in your head. Memories come rushing in, and you wish you could go back to that time, but at the same time you’re glad you’re not there anymore because you have matured and grown up…
But I always wonder what it’d be like if I knew what I know today while reliving the past. Things would be...
Everyone needs to chill out.
…….seriously.