We’ll fall just like stars being hung by only string
Everything, everything here is gone
No map can direct how to ever make it home
We’re alone, we’re alone, we’re alone, we’re alone.
i’m realizing bad changes in myself.
i’m becoming selfish, and too worried about my outer appearance, too worried about what people think of me, too concerned with making friends and meeting people, too whiny about trivial things.
why am i becoming like this? i’m starting to not like who i am turning into…
i need to find a peaceful state where the world around me and above me means more to me and is more important than anything so minuscule as what other people think or if my hair looks okay.
maybe i’ll start taking “deep-in-thought” walks at night.
why is it that whenever i’m alone i feel lonely but whenever i’m with people i just want to be alone?
everyone i’ve talked to about facebook says they don’t like it, but then everyone who has said that still gets on… which makes me question why facebook is addicting and even though people don’t like it, they still choose to get on.
is it because it’s interesting to know about other peoples’ lives or what they’re doing? i mean it is human nature to be interested in other people. i ask myself why i get on, and sometimes (shamefully) i like the feeling of seeing those red notifications. but in the end, those notifications don’t really mean anything to me at all. they’re just the smallest good feelings that go away after 2 seconds.
maybe it’s the fact that you can feel connected with old friends. but if you really wanted to be connected with old friends, wouldn’t you make an effort to get their numbers and text/call them instead?
are the pictures fun to look at??
are the games fun to play??
either way, i still get on facebook at this very moment. sigh.
start to my tea collection. <3
i love when runk or ohill puts out tazo tea. it’s like i’m getting free starbucks
I just dropped a class that I am sitting in right now. And now I’m basically stuck in here for another hour! I feel bad dropping classes but this seminar class sounded pretty interesting at first because it’s called “dying, death, and grief,” and I thought it’d be somewhat depressing (sometimes it’s good to feel melancholy every once in a while) but still teach you about how to deal with grief/people in grief etc. I thought it’d be useful and interesting to know these things in the future… But instead we are learning about people in history who thought about death a lot like certain poets who always wrote poems about death. And for the first 45 minutes all we were talking about was the war in Iraq and Afghanistan, which unfortunately I know almost nothing about (excuse my ignorance about it). Now we’re reading poems by Shakespeare. Ahh someone save me.. I really want to leave but that’s really rude to just get up and walk out in the middle. But it’s seriously like a 2 hour long discussion section…
I guess I’ll make the best of it for now!
it just literally hurts to look at this site after working out.
Foodporndaily.com
mouth is watering… ahhhhhh
:) WOOOO. now it’s time to stop skipping ahhhh
…this is a problem.
Possibly my favorite cuisine, to cook as well as eat, Indian. The smell alone is enough to have you salivating. This was my take on Chicken Saag, served over cumin-infused basmati, with fresh naan. This is the epitome of comfort food in my eyes. Non-traditional? Maybe. Warming, comforting, and delectable? Absolutely — more so than mac n’ cheese.
AH THIS LOOKS AMAAAZING
it came back
at dawn
kissing frosted fields
and frozen flowers—
in mourning,
in repentence
for leaving
all this beauty
in the dark.
(Source: thedustdancestoo)
i vow to stop complaining so much, to chill out, and be chill.
there’s no point of complaining or whining about something that already happened. or bringing it upon others to hear your complaints.
so i’m done with all of that worthless stuff. i’m just going to forget about stupid drama and stupid things that have no point in my life and should not bother me so much.
time to be positive and carefree and start fresh.
wewerelittle asked: Don't think too much. Thinking isn't good for you.
i do what i want! no but really thinking helps you grow as a person. i mean i guess overthinking isn’t good for you.. but it’s good to think, what makes you think it’s not?
johnbisulee replied to your post: thinking
would the “freezing in time” necessitate other people/things freezing up too? so that you’re the only one that moves?
noo i meant the place you teleported from is frozen in time while you are at the other place you teleported to, but at the place you teleported to people/things are still moving and happening
